Wild Love With My Triplet Mates

I jump awake with the loud banging on my door.

“HEY WAKE UP FAT A…SS!!!” I heard my older twin brother shout through the door.

I went to get out of bed so quickly that I fell right out of the bed. I met the floor with a big thump.

“Hahaha. Are you so fat that you can’t even stand up on your own two feet? How pathetic are you?”

I g*****d and got up. There was no point in arguing with him. I would just get it worse later.

My name is Jessabell Simons. I am the younger twin of Alex Simons. Our parents are the betas of the Red Moon pack, Angela and Michael Simons. I have been bullied and shunned by the whole pack for the last 5 years.

I would be turning 18 tomorrow so maybe I would find a mate that could help me through this hell. It was just something that wasn’t even my fault.

-5 years ago-

“Lady Isabelle? What are you doing?” I asked while seeing the Luna sneaking down the stairs.

“I am going into town to get some surprises for my husband, Marcus, and my son, Roy. Would you like to come with me?” Lady Isabelle was a kind Luna and I enjoyed spending time with her.

“I would love to. I will just leave a note for mom and dad.”

“Oh don’t worry dear. If they get mad that you didn’t say anything I will be here for you. We need to hurry before people start waking up though.” she kept glancing around.

“Alright, Lady Isabelle.” I said with a bow.

She laughed a little bit and said, “You are so much like your father. No matter how close we all are you and your father still address me and my husband so formally.”

“It comes with the respect and title you hold my lady.” I quickly ran and got dressed. Once we left for town Lady Isabelle asked a lot of questions about me like she always did.

“Why do you train to be a warrior Jess? I know your brother is going to be the next beta when my son becomes alpha, but do you truly want to be a warrior?”

I thought for a moment. “I honestly am not 100% sure what I want, but when father started training Alex to be beta I got the feeling I needed to be strong as well. So I convinced our father to train me as well.”

I learned when I was 10 that I had a bit of a sixth sense. It comes out of nowhere and is not always clear, but I thought if I trained hard enough I could use it in battle.

Lady Isabelle looked at me and smiled. “Ok, how do you feel about my son Roy?”

I stiffened and blushed a bit. “I like him but he would never like me in return.” She acted so shocked that I was so honest.

“Remember Lady Isabelle. I can not lie?” I said with a smirk, she laughed at my little joke.

It was true. It was like I was unable to tell a lie. It may seem like a curse but I was also able to tell when others were lying to me.

“Ah yes, you were gifted with honesty. Which means that you can never lie, but in return you no one can ever lie to you either.” Lady Isabelle and I have tested it out so many times and found that if I am in physical contact with someone my gift passes through to them and they can only say the truth. She is the only one that knows about my gift.

“Why don’t you think he will like you, sweetie?”

“Because I haven’t told anyone about my gift, not even my parents and it makes me insecure about whether they will accept it.”

Before she could say anything we heard a few low growls. We snapped our heads up and saw rouges coming towards us.

I was 13 so I couldn’t shift. Lady Isabelle shifted into a beautiful light grey wolf, and let out a loud howl. I knew the alpha and father could hear her.

I picked up a stick to use to fight, but these wolves were better than a 13-year-old.

Lady Isabelle was fighting and killing left and right. Something was different about these rouges though. As soon as Lady Isabelle killed one the body disappeared. It was almost like they wanted to cover up their track very thoroughly.

I was so caught up in my observation that I let one rouge get too close and it got my left arm, it bit down hard causing me to scream, and that distracted Lady Isabelle long enough for another rouge to sink their teeth into her neck and snapped it. After killing our Luna they ran off.

I was sobbing on the ground and holding my broken arm when the alpha and father came up to us. Alpha was beyond pissed about his Luna and he blamed me for her death.

“WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED HERE JESSABELLE!?!” He roared as my mother, my twin Alex, and his son Roy came up to us.

Roy was extremely close to his mother and burst into tears at the sight of her body.

“Rouges came out of nowhere and left as soon as they killed Lady Isabe-” I was smacked hard by the alpha.

“Don’t ever say her name you worthless mutt. There is no smell on rouges here at all. I only smell you and my mate’s scent here. You must have killed her after she bit your arm.”

“I did no such thing alpha. I am not lying.” I said with my head lowered.

I never felt so alone. My parents ignored me completely, my brother and Roy bullied me and beat me daily. My story of that day never changed, but no one in the Red Moon pack ever believed me.

-Present-

For the last 5 years, I have been shunned and abused. Mostly by the alpha, Roy, my parents, and my own twin brother Alex.

Usually, when twins are born they feel each other’s pain if our bond is strong enough. When we were just starting to train and father broke Alex’s arm, I felt half of the pain that he felt. I guess our bond was no more since Alex never felt anything the pack did to me, or he just stopped caring.

I stopped training and started to eat for comfort. I did gain a bit of weight, but I still looked good. I was 5’10 so the weight hid my natural curves and I had long dark midnight hair that went to the middle of my back and blue-green eyes.

After I got dressed for school I threw my hair up into a tight bun. As soon as I was out the door my brother and Roy flipped me off as they pulled out of the driveway to speed to school laughing.

I was never allowed to talk back to anyone in the house, that would only result in getting me beaten by someone later on. I sighed and started walking to school.

Once I got to school, I made it to class before I was late. I sat in the back and was never called on and no one ever sat near me.

Roy was going to become the new alpha the day after, mine and Alex’s birthday, tomorrow. Since we will be 18, Alex will take over as beta. I get the normal shoves here and there from random pack members in the hallways. No one cares.

Today at lunch Roy, Alex and some of their friends come over to me. I just continue to eat and not pay them any attention.

If I do or don’t they will never leave me alone anyway so why care about it.

I’m eating when all of a sudden my food is snatched right out of my hands and thrown onto the floor.

“Don’t you think you are fat enough Jessie?” Alex asked with a pretend smile on his face. I say nothing. Alex was a good looking guy with his shaggy blonde hair and amber eyes. He was also 6’2 and had ripped muscles.

“You know Jess, how is your arm. The one that my mom should have ripped off your body that day?” Roy asked with a disgusted look on his face. Roy was hot good looking as well, 6’4 ripped muscles, like Alex, and dark brown hair, and bright blue eyes. I still say nothing.

I thought they would leave me alone sooner or later if I say nothing. Most pack members started to think I went mute, because of how little I have spoken the last 5 years.

Roy is getting angry and grabs me by the throat. He slams me up against the wall behind us and asks again. “How is your f**g arm you fat we?”

I looked him dead in the eyes and told the truth like always. “My arm that a rogue injured is doing well, thank you oh so much for your concern. Plus I would only be a w***e if I was a mirror looking at you.”

Alex and Roy had become major playboys since the Luna’s death. Roy roared and threw me to the floor hard and Alex came up quick and kicked me right in my ribs. Then their friends started beating on me as well.

After they left me bleeding and bruised on the floor I walked out of school and into the forest.

I didn’t care anymore. The only thing that kept me going was my mate. I knew my mate would understand me and still love me. He would have to. Mates were gifts from the Moon Goddess. They were made to love and cherish us for all our lives.

I walked until I got decided that the pain was too much to handle anymore. I sat under a big shady tree.

‘I should just leave this place.’ I thought to myself.

It was not like anyone would care if I was here or not. I bet the only ones that would find out that I was gone would be Roy and Alex. Since they would go looking for their personal punching bag and not find it anywhere. I doubt the alpha or my parents would even notice.

My parents haven’t so much as spoken to me since that day Lady Isabelle died. I would be either upstairs in my room or down in the kitchen and they would celebrate my brother’s birthday, but never acknowledge me. I was the bain of their reputation. I felt so alone and so voided of any emotions.

I thought back to the night I was actually thinking of ending it all.

~Flashback to a week ago…

I was just sitting and staring at the falls by the cliffs and thought about jumping.

‘Would anyone miss me? Would they be happy?’

I was snapped out of my thoughts when I felt a warm presence near me. It actually startled me and I looked around. No one was there, but the warmth never left. Then suddenly a soft female voice filled my ears.

‘Don’t end your life before you actually have a chance to live, sweet child. Life is full of pain and suffering, but there is also great joy and love to experience as well.’

I cried. “How can I expect anyone to show me love and joy, when all I have felt is pain and lonliness for the last five years!” I cried out. I had no idea whos voice I was hearing or where it was coming from, but I felt safe and comfort from it.

‘A mate will always love you no matter what you fault is. Stay strong. Stay alive.’ The voice said.

I thought for a moment and took a very deep breath.

Could it truly be? Would my mate actually love me enough to make up for all this pain I have felt? I wondered.

~Present.~

I leaned my head back on the tree and closed my eyes. Repeating the words that voice had spoke.

‘Life is full of pain and suffering, but there is also great joy and love.’

I wondered what kind of man my mate would be like. Would he love me and cerish me just like we were taught about mates?

All young wolves are taught that mates were sacred gifts from the Moon Goddess and suppose to be loved and cherished for life. Losing a mate is the worst thing to ever happen to a wolf. Most take their own lives when they lose their mate and others focus on something to keep from going insane. Like how the alpha’s focus point was that it was my fault he lost his mate, but at least he was still a kind alpha and father to his pack and son.

I didn’t realize I fell asleep in the woods only to awake to such pain. I knew right away it was my first shift as I started to hear my bones break and reshape. So I quickly took my shorts and shirt off at least, before the breaking and rearranging of my bones kept me from moving. Normally a young wolf’s family would be there to ease them into their first shift.

I felt as if I was going to die all alone for the pain was almost unbearable. By the time the pain subsisted, I was laying down on my stomach and instead of my arms and hands in front of me, I had long fury legs with massive paws at the end of them.

I tried to stand, but I fell a few times as it was tricky to do. Once I finally got up on all four paws I lifted my head and howled. I then took my first few shaky steps. Within a few minutes, I got the hang of the feeling. I started to walk around and then turned into a full run under the stars.

I never felt so free.

I went to get a drink from a nearby lake and saw that my wolf was all black like my hair except for a patch of fur right around my right eye that was white and shaped like a crescent moon. My wolf’s eyes were also pretty rare as they were heterochronic. My right eye was ocean blue and my left eye was deep forest green. I have never heard of a wolf with two-colored eyes before. Maybe it had something to do with my gift of honesty.

“Hello, my little one. My name is Midnight. I am your wolf. We will be together from now and forever.” she purred while looking at the water like a mirror.

“I am so happy not to be alone anymore. I hope our mate will love me as much as I love you Midnight.” I smiled and then Midnight and I ran around the forest for hours into the night.

After I shift back and get dressed I walk home. No one notices me because they were eating and having a big party for Alex.

Alex was in wolf form showing it off. His wolf had dark gray fur with white patches on his paws and caramel-colored eyes.

I start to walk away when I feel a pull and smelled fresh cut grass I followed it.

It leads me to Roy standing next to the pack slut, Amber, with an arm around her waist, Roy must have felt it too because he looks up and makes eye contact with me. I walk away and he follows me.

He was faster than me, so it wasn’t hard for him to catch up to me. The next thing I know I am thrown up against the wall and held by my throat and he stared into his bright blue eyes.

“Why would the Moon Goddess match me with someone like you? Some worthless mutt that killed my mother?” he was furious.

The next thing I know is I am being thrown to the floor and hearing his next few words. Words that no wolf ever wants to hear from its mate.

“I Roy Miller, future alpha of the Red Moon pack, reject you, Jessabelle Simons as my mate and future luna.”

I felt the worst pain ever coming right from my chest as if I was shattered and set on fire.

He walked away before I had a chance to say anything.

After the pain subsided enough for me to move. I crawled my way to my room and as soon as I entered I felt even more pain. It was like the rejection pain by magnified by ten.

“Midnight what is happening? Is this the rejection pain?”

“No little one it is our mate. Mate not only rejected us, but he is also sleeping with another right now.” She whimpered in severe pain.

“B-b-but he rejected us. Why am I feeling the pain of betrayal?” I asked.

“Because sweet child. We had not had the strength to accept his rejection. The bond remains intact until both sides have rejected each other. It is only worse because our mate is of alpha b***d.” Midnight whined as we both felt another wave of pain course through our body. The pain grew to be so intense I passed out on the floor.

I wake up before dawn and everyone is asleep. I felt like s**t. This was the final straw. If my own mate wanted nothing to do with me and then hurt me with the pain of betrayal through our broken bond, then I am done. Done with this pack, my mate, my so called family.

I have had it.

I used my anger energy to get up and pack my stuff into a couple bags. At the end of it I had a backpack and a suitcase with what little I had. I took out the old shoe box I had under my bed and grabbed what little money I had been saving.

I walked to the driveway and took my brother’s old car and drove off.

Once I got to the edge of the pack’s territory, I stopped on the side of the road and I said the words that I never thought I would ever have to say, “I, Jessabelle Simons, herby reject Roy Miller as my mate and Red Moon as my pack.”

I felt the bond, that seemed to weigh heavy on my heart and soul, break completely and felt freer than ever.

The pain from my chest cleared and I felt light.

I drove off to find a place to start my life anew.

Not like anyone here would miss me.

Roy’s POV

I can’t believe that I got stuck with that murdering b***h as my mate. Like hell, I would accept her. My wolf, Max, was growling at me and I couldn’t care less.

My mom should be here and it is her fault she isn’t.

I walk back over to Amber and snake my arm around her again. “Sorry about that. Where were we?” She cuddled closer and wrapped her arms around my neck to k**s me. I thought why not.

I took Amber back to my room and had my way with her. It wasn’t the first time I screwed her, but for some reason, it was like I couldn’t enjoy it.

Whatever once the little b***h accepts the rejection the mate bond will break completely and I won’t have to worry about it ever again.

The next morning, I wake up to a piercing pain in my chest as my wolf howled in pain and sorrow.

“What the hell was that?” I said panting.

Amber sat up and wrapped the blanket around her. Alex came into my room but turned around when he saw Amber. Then I hear my father roar.

I threw on some pants and went to him. “Dad, what happened?” He must have just woken up to the same pain.

“Someone has just left the pack. I felt the pack bond break.”

I thought for a moment then I ran to Jessabelle’s room. It was empty. Other than a few things scattered around as if someone had rummaged through it. Her room was bare.

I started to worry so I went to talk to Alex and his parents to see if they had seen her. Alex tried to mind link her when I couldn’t, but she blocked him. Then we hear his mother scream from the kitchen. She was holding a letter.

Alex took the letter and read it out loud for me, my father, and his father.

-Letter-

Dear family and pack,

I know you won’t believe me anyway but I wanted no regrets before I leave. I had nothing but deep love and respect for Lady Isabelle. She risked her life to save mine and I will be forever grateful, but I will not waste the life she saved to be abused but the pack that blames me for something I did not do.

Now that I have come of age, I will be leaving this pack and this life behind. But here are a few things I knew I would never have been able to say in person…

To my family I am sorry if you see me as a disappointment, but why would you turn your backs on me. A father and mother are supposed to love and protect their children no matter the circumstances. While you pretended that I was no longer here, let alone still your daughter.

Alex, we use to be close. I could always feel when you are sad or mad, but I guess your hate for me runs so deep that you could no longer feel the pain I endured from the pack. I hope you have a good life being an only child no because you are no longer my sweet big brother that promised he would protect me no matter what. I no longer have a family or a mate.

To the alpha and Roy. I regret that I was too weak to save Lady Isabelle, but she would be disgusted with how you both have turned out.

I was only thirteen at the time. I had just started my battle training with my father. Alpha, you used to be fair and kind and Roy, you used to be sweet and charming. I don’t understand how you, Roy, could be so disgusted to have me for a mate that I had to feel the pain of you betraying the mating bond. I accept your rejection and since there is nothing holding me to Red Moon anymore. I left to start fresh and leave you all alone. I shall never return. Goodbye forever.

-Jessabelle Simons

Alex fell to his knees as he felt half of him was gone. Mrs. Simons cry harder and Mr. Simons couldn’t stand to look at me, and neither could my father.

“You were her mate? And yet Amber is up in your room? IN YOUR BED?! Do you know how much pain she was in?!” Alex started to yell at me, getting up and trying to wrap his hands around my neck, but his father held him back.

“What are you talking about? I rejected her, the bond was broken. I don’t know what pain she or you are talking about.” I yell right back

“ No!” roared my father. “The bond does not break until she fully accepts it. You being with another she wolf means she was in an unmiserable amount of pain. If she was to be with another male you would have felt like someone was drowning you in wolfsbane and silver, or so I have heard from an old friend that felt the pain from his mate’s betrayal. The mate bond is strong and does not take it lightly when one cheats on their mate bond. Alex may have an idea of what kind of pain she was in because he is her twin, but Alex… what you felt was only a fraction of what she felt.”

Alex looked like he had been slapped in the face and dropped to his knees once again. They fight leaving his body. His father still holding him dropped to the ground too.

“I never heard her scream once, but I was in so much pain mom came to my room.” he said, starting to look pale.

“I will find her and I will spend the rest of my life making up for what I did to my little sister.” He stood up determinedly.

I couldn’t look anyone in the eye. My mind went to Jess and how I treated her.

Jess was right, my mother would be disgusted with me. I had to find her and make things right. The only thing is, where in this world could she have gone?

Jess’s POV

I drove north for the last few days. I love the mountain out looks and it would be great to run around as a wolf. I stopped feeling something in the air. I pulled over and got out. I looked around and then I noticed wolves closing in on me. They didn’t have b***d red eyes so I knew they were not rouges, and I didn’t want to start a fight with a pack all on my own so I waited for one to shift and talk. A big dark gray wolf with bright yellow eyes cam forward towards me. He shifted and pulled on some shorts that were tied to his arm. “Who are you and what are you doing in our pack lands?” he asked in a clear voice.

I stood up straight and replied. “My name is Jessabelle Simons, I left my pack and have been traveling for the last few days. I did not mean to trespass. If I am welcomed here I will just pass through. I do not want to cause and trouble or offend anyone.” I bowed my head to try and be as respectful as possible.

When I heard no response, I looked back at the man. I saw his eyes were glazed over. He must be mind linking someone to decide what to do with me. When his eyes returned to their normal light brown color he looked directly at me. “Our alpha would like to speak with you. Please get in the car and I will drive us to the pack house.” I bowed and got back into the car on the passenger side. He climbed in the driver seat and started driving. It was silent for a few minutes and they he introduced himself. “My name is Ryan Davis. I am the beta of this pack.” “ What pack is this?” I asked still looking out at the woods. Before he can answer me we pull up to a big iron gate. We park in front of a huge mansion. It was bigger than the pack house at Red Moon. When we entered, Ryan escorted me to through the living room and dining room to what looked like to be someone’s study/office.

Behind the large desk I saw a large handsome man. He was more sexy looking than Roy. He had midnight black hair like me, but he had dark brown eyes. He was easily 6’7 and had a tight shirt showing off his 8-pack and shredded muscles. I caught myself staring and then heard him chuckle. I looked down blushing as I bowed my head. “Hello sir. My name is Jessabelle Simons. Like I told your beta I mean no disrespect for entering your lands without permission.” I heard him chuckle again. “You don’t have to bow Miss. My name is Raphael Colton. I am the Alpha of the Thunder Mountain pack.” Thunder Mountain pack?! I looked up shocked for

a moment. The Thunder Mountain pack was one of the largest and strongest packs in the country. “Why did you run away from your pack?” he asked me. I wish I didn’t have to tell him but I could not lie.

“5 years ago I was accompanying my Luna to go shopping for her mate and son. Rogues came out of nowhere and I failed to protect my Luna. The alpha blamed me and said I had killed her because no one could pick up the rouges sent. They somehow masked their scent. For the last 5 years I have been shunned and abused by my alpha, family, and pack. The only thing that gave me hope was for my mate to love me and protect me, but my mate was none other than the future alpha of Red Moon. I had found out on my 18th birthday 4 days ago. He rejected me immediately and a couple hours after I felt my mate with another woman. I decided that I would not waste the life Lady Isabelle save for Red Moon to abuse and torture so I left.” I kept my head bowed as I answered him out of respect.

I felt anger in the room. When I looked up. Alpha Raphael, Beta Ryan, and someone that I believed was the gamma. They all look pissed, but something told me that it wasn’t me that they were upset with.

“How the hell can they think that a young girl that can even shift takes out a Luna?” roared Ryan. I bowed even lower out of habit of being hit every time someone roared. Ryan then took some deep breaths and came to my side. “Not to sound unsure Miss. Simons, but how can we be sure that is true? I don’t agree with the abuse you endure but the death of a Luna is sever.” The gamma said “I understand your doubt sir, but I can not lie. I was gifted with honesty. I am unable to tell a lie and I can tell when people are lying to me. If I and in physical contact with someone they can not lie when asked a question.” They looked surprised. “I have never heard of that. Have you Jorge?” Beta Ryan asked while looking at the gamma. “I have heard of special wolves being born with gifts like that, but honesty was never heard of before. May we test your gift here and now? With the alpha’s permission.” Gamma Jorge asked.

“If you wish it I will comply. If I pass may I join your pack and become a warrior?” I asked looking straight at Alpha Raphael. “Yes, if you pass our test then you may join the pack as a warrior. Jorge how will you test her gift?” Gamma Jorge looked at me and then at Beta Ryan. “She will wait outside with Ryan and then Raphael and I will write down some statements about us that only the three of us know. If she can tells us which ones are lies and which ones are ture we will move forward.” I bowed and said, “That will be fine.” Beta Ryan and I left the office and sat in the dining room for about 10 minutes, then I saw his eye glaze over and he nodded. It was time.

Raphael’s POV

I hope she passes this test. She seems so broken that she keeps her manners as a front.

“What do you think of it, Alistar?” I asked my wolf. “She has said nothing but the truth in my opinion. Her heart never spiked and her breathing has remained even except for when Ryan roared. That was the only time I sensed a change.” I felt the same way, but if she was guilty of a luna’s death then I could not allow her to stay.

Once Jorge and I finished writing the statements down I mind linked Ryan to bring her back in. Ryan came back in with her and she sat in the chair across from my desk. “Alright Miss. Simons, I will read off the six statements and you will tell me if they are ture or lies. Sounds good?” Jorge asked her to make sure she couldn’t see the paper on the desk. “Yes sir.” she said then she closed her eyes. “Alright.” Jorge said and he began to read the statements… (Jessabelle’s answers are in parenthesis)

1st Statement: When we were all 5 years old Raphael was a big cry baby. (Lie)

2nd Statement: Ryan broke his arm on the first day of combat training. (Truth)

3rd Statement: Raphael is a huge playboy sleeping around with women almost every night. (That on is half life, half true.) I was shocked and Alistar was snickering in the back of my mind at that one. It was true I was not a virgin, but I was not a full blown playboy. I only had bedded women when I really need release.

4th Statement: Ryan and I like to go fishing and camping as often as we can. (True)

5th Statement: I lost my mate in the last rouge attack. (Lie, You have not found your mate yet.)

6th Statement: Ryan’s mate is 1 month pregnant with twins. (True)

We were all shocked. Jessabelle had answered every one of them correctly. We all nodded in agreement and I smiled as I held out my hand to her. “I, Raphael Colton, alpha of the Thunder Mountain pack extend an invitation to Jessabelle Simons to join the pack as a warrior.” She looked up a bit shocked and a bit tearful, She stood up with a smile and took my hand saying “I, Jessabelle Simons, gratefully accept your invitation and vow to uphold the pack’s name in honor until my final days.” She was now officially in my pack and it felt like Ryan, Jorge, and I just gained a new friend in our little group. I wonder what she will bring to our pack.