Chapter 1
Chapter 1 The Luna Outside The Door
June’s POV
“The signs are clear,” healer Mirelle said, her voice calm but firm as she withdrew her hand from my wrist. She reached for a small glass vial resting on the table beside her, its contents faintly glowing with a soft silver light.
“The moon essence has already responded to your blood. You are carrying a pup… and not just any pup—the Alpha’s blood runs strong within you.”
For a moment, I didn’t react.
I simply sat there on the edge of the carved wooden bed in the healer’s chamber, staring at her as if I had misheard.
“A… pup?” I repeated slowly, my voice quieter than I intended.
Healer Mirelle gave a small, knowing nod as she carefully sealed the vial and placed it into my hand. “It is early, but there is no mistake. Your wolf has already begun to shield the life inside you. The essence does not awaken like this unless new life has taken root. You should be careful from now on.”
Careful.
The word echoed faintly in my mind, but it barely registered.
All I could feel was the sudden, overwhelming surge of warmth spreading through my chest, flooding every corner of me until it became impossible to breathe properly.
After five years…
Five years of being bound to Ragnar Virelith, Alpha of the Virelith Pack.
Five years of a bond that existed more in title than truth.
And now…I lowered my gaze slowly, my hand instinctively drifting to rest against my abdomen.
There was nothing there yet. No visible sign.
But I could feel it.
A faint, unfamiliar pull deep within me.
Alive…My wolf stirred softly, no longer restless or distant, but… protective. Curious.
She was hopeful.
A fragile smile touched my lips before I could stop it.
If Ragnar knew…
If he saw this as I did…
Perhaps things would finally change.
I had asked Healer Mirelle to tell no one about the pup, wanting Ragnar to be the first to know.
The thought followed me all the way back to the pack house.
The moment I stepped inside, the quietness greeted me first. It was cold and empty.
It felt unfamiliar, despite being my home for five years.
I moved through the halls slowly, my fingers brushing against the polished stone walls as I made my way toward the main living area. The scent of the place was faint—his scent, once dominant, had nearly faded.
He hadn’t been home in over a moon cycle.
They said he had been away handling territorial matters.
I believed it because I wanted to.
I even prepared dinner.
Not because I was told to.
Not because it was expected of a Luna in name.
But because… today was his birthday.
The long wooden table was set carefully, every detail arranged the way he preferred. The meal had already gone cold, untouched, the rich aroma now dull and lifeless in the still air.
Beside it sat a strawberry honey cake.
I baked it by hand, because I was careful not to ruin the taste.
I stared at it for a long moment before letting out a quiet breath.
“I should tell him tonight,” I murmured to myself, my fingers tightening slightly at my sides. “He should hear it from me first.”
My wolf shifted faintly, as if agreeing.
My communication tablet chimed.
The sound cut sharply through the silence, pulling me from my thoughts.
My heart lifted instantly.
Ragnar.
The tone was his.
I reached for the device without hesitation, a strange mix of anticipation and nervous energy building in my chest.
But the moment the screen lit up…
Everything inside me went still.
The image stared back at me, cruel in its clarity.
Ragnar stood beneath the glowing lanterns of a celebration hall—one I recognized instantly.
Moon Hall.
And he was not alone.
A woman stood within the circle of his arms, her frame small against his larger one, her expression soft and familiar in a way that made something in my chest tighten painfully.
Seris Thalor.
The name surfaced immediately.
The one who had once held his heart before I ever entered his life.
The one everyone said he had never truly let go.
And beside them…A child.
A little girl, no older than five or six, clinging to his hand as if it was the most natural thing in the world.
Ragnar leaned toward her, his expression… different.
Gentler than I had ever seen.
Warmer than anything he had ever given me.
The phone slipped from my hand before I realized what I was doing.
It hit the floor with a muted sound.
I didn’t pick it up, I couldn’t bring myself to do anything.
I don’t remember how long I stood there.
Only that everything within me had gone quiet, not shattered, not yet, but hollow in a way that made the silence unbearable.
By the time I found myself standing outside one of Moon Hall’s private chambers, the night had deepened, the air cool against my skin.
The door remained slightly open, but I didn’t need to push it any further, as the scents reached me first—warm, sweet, and achingly familiar, enough to make my stomach twist..
Laughter followed.
Inside, Ragnar sat among his inner circle, relaxed in a way I had never seen within the walls of our home. Seris was beside him, close enough that their shoulders brushed, the little girl nestled comfortably between them.
Every time the child spoke, Ragnar leaned in, his attention absolute.
There was no distance or restraint, no trace of the coldness I knew so well—only an effortless ease between them..
My fingers curled slowly at my sides, nails pressing into my palms as I forced myself to remain still.
The chamber was adorned with glowing crystals and woven garlands, every detail arranged for a celebration that centered entirely around him.
Seris stood then, her crimson dress catching the firelight as she moved.
She lifted a ceremonial crown and placed it gently on his head, her movements natural, intimate in a way that felt far too practiced.
The room dimmed slightly, the flames casting a soft glow over her features.
“Ragnar,” she said softly, her voice warm with something I didn’t need to name, “make a wish.”
If I had said those words…
He would have dismissed them…Calling them unnecessary, even childish.
But now…he smiled a real one, slow and unguarded.
“Alright,” he replied quietly.
The sound of it cut deeper than anything else.
My hand rose unconsciously, pressing against my abdomen.
Against the life growing inside me.
Our child.
A child he did not even know existed.
And suddenly, the realization settled in fully, heavy and suffocating.
I was his mate, his Luna in name.
And yet..
I stood outside, watching him build a life with someone else.
When the lights brightened again, I realized my vision had blurred.
I hadn’t noticed when the tears started falling.
Inside the room, laughter rose again.
Then a voice cut through it.
“Seris, you’re not leaving again this time, are you?” one of them teased lightly. “You should stay. The Alpha has done enough traveling for you.”
Seris lowered her gaze slightly, her cheeks tinting. “He has a mate,” she said softly. “You shouldn’t say things like that.”
Ragnar didn’t correct them.
He didn’t even deny it.
He leaned back, his gaze resting on her with quiet fondness as he dismissed it all with a soft remark that it didn’t matter, that it was harmless.
The word lingered in my mind, distant and unreal, because nothing about this felt harmless, and without stepping inside or making a scene, I turned and walked away..
By the time I reached the estate again, the night had grown unbearably quiet.
The meal still sat where I had left it already cold and forgotten.
The cake beside it now felt almost mocking.
I didn’t light the lamps.
Didn’t bother with anything at all.
I lowered myself onto the sofa slowly, my body suddenly heavy, as though the weight of everything had finally settled in.
For a long time, I didn’t move or think or feel, until eventually my hand lifted on its own and came to rest gently over my abdomen, where a new life—one I had longed for, one I should have been celebrating—only made a quiet, painful thought surface through the emptiness.
“…Who would welcome you?” I whispered.
My voice broke softly.
A memory surfaced without warning.
A month ago Ragnar had been preparing to leave.
I had passed by the balcony just as his voice drifted through the open doors.
“Yes. I know when the flight arrives.”
He paused, then in a softer tone than I had ever heard him.
“Don’t come out to meet me. Stay where you are. I’ll come to you.”
I had stopped.
Surprised.
When I asked him who he was speaking to, he had turned, the warmth already gone.
“Just someone from the pack,” he said flatly.
Now, I knew.
The realization settled slowly, painfully.
And with it…
A darker thought began to take shape.
The child, the one I saw tonight.
Her age, the timing.
Seris leaving years ago… and only returning now.
My breath caught.
“No…” I whispered, shaking my head as if that alone could push the thought away. “That’s not possible…”
But once it began, I couldn’t stop it.
I sat there until dawn, and he didn't return.
When I finally stood, my body felt stiff, unfamiliar.
I picked up the small golden box and placed the healer’s sealed vial of moon-infused essence inside before locking it away, as if hiding it could somehow quiet the truth now rooted within me.
“Besides me…” I murmured faintly, my gaze lowering.
“Who would want this child?”
The sound of the front door opening broke the silence behind me.
My heart lurched violently.
My hand jerked.
And the box slipped from my grasp, hitting the floor with a dull sound.