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CHAPTER ONE

Opening Chapter

Amber

Amber

I just made the biggest mistake of my life: I slept with my best friend’s boyfriend.

The thought slammed into me the second my eyes opened. The air around me was heavy, too warm, and thick with a scent that sent a shiver down my spine. And the ache between my thighs… It wasn't just soreness, it was proof that something that should never have happened, had taken place.

The ceiling above me was unfamiliar, and the bed I was lying in wasn’t mine. Panic set in, tightening its claws around my chest.

I sat up slowly, every movement feeling like it required monumental effort. The sheet slipped from my shoulders, exposing bare skin. My breath fled my lungs as I realized I was naked in bed with—Rayne.

No, no, no. How did this happen?!

Memories of the night before were fragmented and elusive, like trying to hold water in my hands. The last clear moment I could recall was Reed—my best friend, my only friend—dragging me to Brittany’s house, his excitement contagious even though I hadn’t wanted to go.

Brittany had thrown the party to celebrate graduating high school in two months. She’d made a point of inviting everyone, even Omegas like me. I hadn’t believed her intentions were kind—Brittany never did anything out of kindness—but Reed insisted it would be fun.

I’d followed him reluctantly, keeping close to the edges of the crowd once we arrived. The music had been loud, the drinks flowing freely. I didn’t belong there, and I knew it. Yet Reed had smiled at me, and his warmth had made me believe, just for a moment, that it might be okay.

But then there was...nothing. A blank space where my memories should have been.

I turned my eyes to Rayne again, heart beating in overdrive.

His blonde hair was tousled from sleep, his forest-green eyes closed, and his face relaxed in a way I’d never seen before. He looked peaceful, almost innocent. But that wasn’t what made my stomach drop.

It was the marks.

My skin was littered with them—hickeys, bites, and the unmistakable proof of who had made them. My mating gland throbbed, a dull ache that pulsed through my body, and I reached up to touch it instinctively. The mark was there, searing and real.

Rayne had marked me.

I clamped a hand over my mouth to keep from screaming. This can’t be happening.

My best friend’s boyfriend. Reed’s boyfriend. I had slept with him.

No. No, I couldn’t have.

I slid out of the bed, careful not to make a sound. My legs were shaky, my body protesting every movement, but I forced myself to stay upright. My clothes were a crumpled heap on the floor, and I grabbed them quickly, pulling my shirt over my head with trembling hands.

The mark on my neck pulsed again, stronger this time, and I froze. It wasn’t just pain—it was a pull, an overwhelming need to turn back and crawl into Rayne’s arms. My Omega instincts screamed at me to claim my place beside my Alpha, to bury myself in his scent until the world knew I was his.

I clenched my teeth, forcing myself to breathe through the haze. This wasn’t me. This wasn’t what I wanted.

I had to leave.

I shoved my legs into my pants, fumbling with the zipper. The movement was clumsy and loud, and I winced as the sound echoed through the room.

Behind me, a low growl rumbled.

“What the hell?!”

I froze, my back to the bed. My heart raced as I heard the rustle of sheets, then his voice again, sharper this time.

“Amber?”

I turned slowly, dreading what I’d see. Rayne was sitting up now, the blanket pooling around his waist. His chest was bare, and the marks I’d left on him were just as visible as the ones he’d left on me. His eyes were locked on me, wide with confusion, then narrowing as realization dawned.

“What the actual fuck did you do?”

I flinched at his tone, anger flaring in my chest despite the knot of guilt lodged there. “What did I do? I don’t even remember last night!”

Rayne’s lip curled in a snarl. “You don’t remember?” His voice was mocking, venomous. “Convenient. Let me guess—you’re going to play the victim now, right? Pretend you didn’t know exactly what you were doing?”

I stared at him, disbelief and hurt colliding in my chest. “I didn’t—”

“Don’t act innocent, Amber. You knew exactly what you were doing. You used your wretched Omega scent to lure me into bed.”

His words hit like a slap, but he wasn’t finished.

“You knew better than anyone that Reed is my boyfriend. Your best friend. And still, you let this happen.” He sneered, his lips curling as he called me unprintable names, each one cutting deeper than the last.

My wolf whimpered, the sound reverberating through my mind like a physical blow, hurt that our Alpha was reprimanding us. But I refused to back down and let instinct take over.

“You’re a coward, Rayne,” I said, my voice shaking but defiant. “Blaming me when it’s obvious I’m the victim here.”

Rayne’s eyes flashed, and his laugh was sharp and humorless. “Bullshit. You approached me despite knowing you were in heat. Do you even realize what you did? Your intoxicating pheromones were stinking up the place. They triggered my rut—my rut, Amber! I was barely holding it back as it was!”

“I wasn’t in heat!” I snapped, my voice cracking under the weight of his accusations. “Someone drugged me, they must have slipped heat inducing drugs in my drink as some kind of sick prank. I don’t know who, or why, but I felt it coming on. The last thing I remember was trying to leave the party so I wouldn’t be—”

My throat tightened as the words caught. I forced them out anyway. “So I wouldn’t be raped by every Alpha there.”

Rayne’s expression flickered, but only for a moment. His skepticism was still etched in every tense line of his face. “Of course you'd come up with an excuse,” he muttered. “I shouldn’t have bothered helping you.”

I stared at him, my heart pounding in my chest. “What are you talking about?”

Rayne ran a hand through his hair, his frustration palpable. “You were outside Brittany’s house, wandering around like a fucking idiot. You were already in heat, Amber—completely senseless. Barely even able to walk, with slick running down your legs.”

My face burned with humiliation, but he didn’t stop.

“I couldn’t just leave you there,” he continued, his voice rising. “Any Alpha would’ve jumped at the chance to take you. But the moment I got close…” He trailed off, his jaw tightening.

“What?” I demanded.

Rayne met my eyes, and the raw emotion there made my stomach twist. “I felt it. The bond. You’re my destined mate, Amber. And the second I realized that, everything else went to hell. Your pheromones were so strong, I couldn’t think. I couldn’t stop it. My rut hit me like a freight train, and instinct completely took over.”

He ran a hand down his face, his shoulders tense. “I don’t even remember much after that. Just getting you into a room. Stripping off our clothes. The rest is a blur.”

“It wasn’t my fault,” I said, my voice trembling but steady enough to hold my ground. “I never wanted this to happen. Do you think I wanted you to be my mate?” I shook my head, taking a shaky breath. “I would’ve been happy if it were anyone else. Anyone but you.”

My throat tightened as I continued. “You were the last person I’d want to get involved with. You belong to Reed. You have no idea what this does to me, knowing I betrayed Reed like this. He’s the only person who’s ever stood by me, the only one who’s ever cared. And now I’ve ruined everything. But maybe…” My voice faltered. “Maybe this is the Moon Goddess’ plan. Maybe it was supposed to happen.”

Rayne’s expression darkened in an instant, his face twisting in anger. “Shut up,” he snapped, his voice sharp enough to cut. “Just shut the fuck up, Amber. You’ve done enough already.”

His words were a dagger to the chest, sharp and unforgiving. But what hurt most was the look in his eyes—like I was the worst mistake he’d ever made.

“The only thing I regret more than any of this,” he growled, “is marking you.”

Tears welled up in my eyes as the mark on my neck flared with pain, a deep, searing ache that radiated through my body. My wolf whimpered, the sound echoing in my mind, but I refused to let the tears fall. I clenched my fists, grounding myself in the sting of my nails digging into my palms.

Rayne’s jaw tightened as his gaze flicked to my face, his growl deepening at the sight of my pitiful state. “Stop looking at me like that,” he muttered, his voice laced with frustration. He turned abruptly, pacing the room with heavy, deliberate steps.

“What the hell are we supposed to tell Reed?” he said, his voice sharp and bitter. “How do we even begin to explain this?”

Before I could respond, a sharp knock echoed through the room.

“Rayne? Are you in there?”

My blood turned to ice.

Reed.

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Amber

“Amber, get in the bathroom. Now.” Rayne hissed, his voice barely above a whisper, his tone sharp and commanding.

“What?” I whispered back, frozen in place as panic surged through me. Reed’s knocking on the door grew louder, more insistent.

Rayne cursed under his breath and grabbed my arm, practically shoving me toward the bathroom. “Just go. Now!”

I stumbled into the small, dimly lit bathroom, clutching the edge of the sink to keep myself upright. The door clicked shut behind me, and I heard the muffled sound of Rayne throwing on his clothes as Reed’s voice carried through the door.

“Rayne? Open up! What the hell are you doing in there?”

“Give me a second,” Rayne called back, his tone strained but even.

My heart raced as I leaned against the wall, every muscle in my body tense. My hands trembled, and I pressed them against my stomach, trying to will myself to calm down.

The door creaked open, and I held my breath as Rayne finally let Reed in.

“Finally,” Reed said, his voice muffled through the bathroom door. “I’ve been knocking forever. What are you even doing in here? And where did you go last night? You practically disappeared on me.”

“I needed a moment,” Rayne said smoothly, his tone calm but firm. “The guys pulled me away for drinks and after the party last night, my head’s been killing me. This was the only quiet spot I could find this morning.”

Reed let out a soft laugh, tinged with concern. “Yeah, Brittany’s parties are chaos. I swear someone spiked the punch. My head’s pounding like crazy.”

I pressed my ear closer to the door, holding my breath as their conversation continued. Relief washed over me when Reed didn’t push Rayne any further.

Thank the goddess Betas can’t smell pheromones, I thought. Reed couldn’t sense my scent clinging to Rayne or the bond between us. If he’d been an Alpha, the entire room would’ve reeked of me and Rayne, and no excuse in the world could’ve saved us.

“You’re looking a little pale,” Rayne said softly, his voice taking on a warm, affectionate tone. “Let me drive you home. You need to rest.”

Reed chuckled, the sound light but laced with teasing. “Rest? Babe, I don’t need rest. You know what I need?”

My breath hitched as I slowly and methodically cracked the bathroom door open just slightly, ensuring not to make a sound. Through the crack, I could see Reed step closer to Rayne, a mischievous smile playing on his lips.

He wrapped his arms around Rayne’s neck, pulling their bodies flush together. “I need you,” Reed whispered, his voice dipping low and suggestive. “You always know how to make me feel better. Just give me what I need, and I promise I’ll feel good as new.”

There was no mistaking the meaning in his words, the way his hands trailed up Rayne’s back and his lips hovered near Rayne’s ear. He wanted sex, and he wasn’t being subtle about it.

A low growl rumbled in my chest before I could stop it, and I clamped my hand over my mouth in horror. My wolf snarled possessively, her voice echoing in my mind. Mine. He’s ours. Get him away from him. Now.

I bit down hard on my lip, forcing my wolf back into submission. Not now. Not like this.

Rayne placed his hands gently on Reed’s waist, his touch gentle but firm as he leaned back just slightly. “Reed,” he said softly, his voice steady and full of warmth, “you know I’d do anything for you. But right now, you need to take care of yourself. Let me take you home, make sure you eat something, and I’ll give you the hangover meds myself.”

Reed pouted, leaning into Rayne’s touch. “You’re too good to me, you know that? What did I do to deserve such a sweet boyfriend?”

Rayne didn’t reply, but I saw the flicker of guilt in his eyes before he quickly masked it with a soft smile.

Reed smiled up at Rayne, his brown eyes filled with love and adoration. Then he pulled Rayne down into a kiss, and my stomach twisted painfully.

It wasn’t a simple kiss. It was intense, consuming, and so full of passion it was unbearable to watch. Reed’s hands threaded through Rayne’s blonde hair, tugging him closer as their mouths moved together in perfect sync. The kiss was hungry, demanding, and filled with an intimacy that spoke of years of love and trust.

Rayne’s hands slid down to Reed’s waist, pulling him flush against his body. His fingers gripped Reed’s hips tightly as if he couldn’t bear to let go. Their kiss deepened, and a soft, breathy sound escaped Reed’s lips as Rayne tilted his head, angling for more.

It was raw and unfiltered, a display of a love so deep that it felt like a physical blow. My chest ached as I watched, tears welling in my eyes until they blurred my vision.

Before, I wouldn’t have cared. But now, with the bond tying me to Rayne, the sight of him showing this kind of affection to someone else felt like my heart was being ripped apart piece by piece.

The tears spilled over, hot and silent as they rolled down my cheeks. I pressed a hand to the mark on my neck, its pulsing thrum mocking me.

When they finally pulled away, Reed rested his forehead against Rayne’s and smiled softly. “I’m the luckiest guy in the world.”

Rayne’s smile was faint, his jaw tight, but he nodded. “Come on. Let’s get you home.”

Reed let Rayne guide him out of the room, and the door clicked shut behind them.

I stayed frozen in place for a long moment, my legs refusing to move. Finally, I stepped out of the bathroom, my knees buckling as I crumpled to the floor.

The tears came harder now, sobs shaking my chest as I pressed my hands to my face. My life had never been easy, but I had never expected it to get this complicated.

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