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My Cruel Mate

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Chapter 1

Sold

Caliana's POV

I felt the bed deepen on my side. There was someone in my room. I thought it was a dream but the warm hands on my body proved me wrong. I jumped up and turned on the light. It was my stepbrother, Vince. He was drunk... again.

"Get out," I growled, but he only smirked and approached me. I shivered when he grabbed my waist and pulled me to him. Vince forcefully plants kisses on my neck and I fight him, my claws digging into his flesh, but he's too strong for me. Tears flood my eyes when he grabs my neck and throws me on the bed harshly. He gets over me and pins my hands over my head.

As much as I kicked and screamed, no one came to my rescue and in a split moment, my wolf surfaced and let out a mighty growl that made the walls vibrate. Vince froze and looked at me with terror on his face. He jumped out of the bed and retreated to the door.

"You... you... I thought you had no... no wolf," he stuttered. I always had a wolf but I didn't let them know because they would kill me. Ever since my father died three years ago, my stepbrother and stepmother have taken over the pack. They are hungry for power and will do anything to keep it, even killing me, my father's heir.

"Get out of my room, Vince," I commanded, using my Alpha tone. My stepbrother scurried off and I sighed in relief, but I knew that tomorrow, they would come up with a plan to get rid of me. I was a risk to them.

"What do you mean you sold me to that cruel Alpha!" I exclaimed, looking at my stepmother in shock. She groans, closing her eyes as if she hadn't dropped a bomb on me.

"We need money to settle our debts and you are pretty," she shrugs.

After my father died, the pack suffered a great financial loss because of my stepmother Evelyn, or evil as I call her. She is bad at managing finances as she spends her pack's funds on spoiling herself with diamonds. The company also ended up losing partners and most of them refused to associate with us because of her proud and uncaring nature, so they withdrew their support, making us a target for rogues.

I glared at my stepbrother who almost assaulted me last night. He doesn't look ashamed of his actions. Vince hates me and will do anything to see me gone, even if he is selling me to the dangerous Alpha, Edward Chasia, a powerful Lycan Alpha in the west region. He is said to be the Lycan King's cousin. Edward and his three brothers are ruthless killers and take overpacks that are not strong enough to defend themselves. That is how he earned the name: The Cruel Lycan Alpha.

"I'm not doing it," I said solemnly.

"You don't have a choice," Hisses Vince, glaring at me.

"You can not sell me, the new law the Queen made forbids it," Not long ago, women were sold to the highest bidder in business deals and alliances, but that was stopped after Queen Anaiah came into power.

"I don't care about the law, will you seriously let all your dear father work to go down the drain because you refuse to be with Alpha Edward?" She was guilt-tripping me, she knew how much I loved this pack. My parents built it from nothing!

"It's not such a hard job, all you need to do is satisfy the Alpha's sexual needs and who knows, if he's pleased with you, he might even make you his official mistress or, even better, a Luna. That's how I got here."

"We'll find a way to save this pack. Just give me some time... I will work harder and-" I was cut off by Vince.

"How can you be so selfish, Cali, you should be happy that for once in your pathetic life, you are of use to us," he grimaced. I glare at him and he drinks his whiskey, continuing to go through the terms. The brothers want this pack under them as a way to prevent war with their natural enemies as it is right in the center and whoever owns it will be at an advantage. However, I don't know why they have to sell me when they can just make a deal with them.

'They would have done it sooner or later just to get rid of us,' my wolf barked. She hated these two but, unfortunately, we couldn't do anything. Vince was the Alpha of this pack and I could only obey, even if it was against my wishes.

"Now that Chasia has paid off our debt, invested in the company and we will be under their protection, things will be easy,"

"I'm proud of you my son," Evil praises him. Looking smug.

"And her?"

"One of the brothers will be here to pick her and she will cease to be our problem," he answers, talking as if I'm not there. Tears streamed down my face as I ran to my room, locking the door behind me.

After hours of crying, I texted my friend, Levy.

Chapter 2

Bought You A Luna

Edward's POV

"You bought me what!" I roared.

"A Luna, I'm sorry brother, but the deal is already done, we need that pack under our control as Dean was after it,"

Dean is a Lycan Alpha who hates me because I killed his father in a duel. The old man came here to intimidate and challenge me about my territory.

"How does that useless pack help us in any way? They are insignificant,"

"You know that land is historical, hence no pack can fight there. Having it under us is a benefit plus. Evelyn mentioned Dean was seeking it out. He brought some favorable terms as well," My brother, Jamal sighed.

"And how does the girl come into play," I growled.

"She solidifies the agreement, she's the Alpha's daughter,"

"Oh please, Jamal, we could get that land without going through all this," I sneered.

"I know that but the former Luna begged me to take them under our protection. Evelyn was our mother's dear friend, I couldn't turn her away."

I growled and hit my desk, making it break in half. I can't believe he did that.

"The pack needs a good Luna,"

"I can choose my own."

"You know that's a lie."

"I don't need a Luna," I retorted.

"Didn't you hear what I said about the historical land? Besides, I've already bought her," He shrugged, not caring that he had brought a woman I didn't want. Jamal is my brother and beta, he is a good judge of character and he knows what's best for the pack and if he thinks the woman is good, I will keep her. She will be my Luna only in name but I will never accept anything more.

"She's your problem henceforth and I shall not do anything for her," I declared, reaching the door, I turned to him and smirked

"Maybe fuck her once or twice, I should get my money's worth, right?" I winked and exit the room, leaving Jamal with an oh fuck face.

I shift into my huge Lycan form and take a run into the woods, remembering what happened when I allowed myself to care about a woman, she cheated on me and plotted my death. I vowed never to love another woman again.

In the evening, I went to my room, but surprisingly, the pack whore, Candace, was in my bed, naked. I pulled her by the ankle and slammed my erection into her pussy. I covered her mouth with my hand, not wanting her to lament stupid things.

Caliana's POV

My childhood best friend Levy escorted me to the "Golden Stone Pack, my new pack. The Chasia brothers couldn't make it so they sent a car and driver.

"People say the pack members of the Golden stone members are rude and inhumane as their leaders," He says. They consider themselves Golden Lycans, a rare kind because they are the strongest for miles.

"They do call themselves gods of the west," I sighed, sarcasm dripping off my words.

I meet the driver's gaze through the rearview mirror and his lips curl into something sinister. My eyes widen and I press a black button that puts a barrier between us.

"Why did you decide to go today?"

"I had no choice, I found my luggage outside the house," I sneered.

"That bitch,"

Levy holds my hand as he tries to cheer me up the rest of the way, but it's ineffective. I'm leaving the only home I knew to stay with a cruel man.

I'm miserable. I give Levy a small forced smile and he takes it, reaching the "Golden Stone Pack, the driver opens the door to the limo and we step out.

"Are you sure I can't stay, Cali?" Levy asked, looking at the manor in awe. It was lovely indeed and bigger than any of the Alpha manors I have seen over the years.

"I don't think so and Evelyn will be mad," I kissed my friend's cheek and pushed him softly into the car. He popped his head out of the window.

"Take care of yourself, and please call me whenever you can and I'll take you away from him," he said. I smile knowing that he can. Levy was a determined man and has always protected me since my first day in kindergarten.

"I know,"

I watched with a hurt heart as the limo left the driveway. I felt tears threatening to spill again, but I inhaled and forced a smile. This is going to be my new home, so I should make my stay pleasant, and be of use for the sake of my pack.

With every step I took, my heart was pounding loudly in my chest and I suddenly felt emotional. I was missing my dad like never before and if he was alive, all this would not have happened. I feel a hand tug my skirt and I look down. It's a beautiful little girl no older than five years old. She is smiling at me.

"Hello!" She waved. My heart immediately warms up and all my sadness from earlier vanishes. I got on my knees and stroked her blonde hair.

"Hi,"

"Are you Caliana? I nodded my response and she smiled, making my heart melt. She was so cute!

"My uncle said you were coming," She wanted to say something else but something caught her attention and her big blue eyes lit up,

"Sparkles!" I followed her gaze to see a white fluffy feline. It ran away and the little girl chased after it.

"Hello, Miss Meyers," I got on my feet to see a middle-aged woman. She had one of those looks that said ' I run this manor with her serious face, hair tied in a neat bun, a white shirt, and a navy blue skirt and long heels. She looked graceful.

"Hello,"

"I'm Lena, I ensure that the house runs smoothly. I will give you a tour for now. Please follow me to your room," Her voice was neutral but polite.

I looked back at my bags.

"I'll have them sent to you," I followed Lena inside and I was impressed with the house. It was elegant and simply divine. A few servants were passing by in small uniforms and politely bowing to me.

Lena took me to the third floor and the knot in my stomach increased.

"You will stay in the Alpha's suite. I'll send your things up in a few minutes," She pointed at the large door in front of us.

"Alpha's suite, but why?"

Lena tilted her head slightly in confusion. "Because you are here as his Luna, Ma'am,"

I swallowed thickly. I wasn't informed of that. I thought I'd come here to work or something. I didn't think I'd be coming here as his Luna! Edward Chasia's Luna, the Luna to the most dangerous and powerful pack in the western territory!

'Evelyn did mention satisfying the Alpha's sexual desires,' My wolf calmly reminded me, and I winced at those words. How can she be so calm about this?

"Excuse me, Madam, I'm needed urgently in the kitchen, but I'll send someone to assist you."

Slowly and carefully, I pushed open the door only to find the shock of my life. A couple was having steamy sex on the bed, they were moaning in delight and I just stood there, stunned.

Changing their position when they noticed me and stopped, while the girl covered herself with a sheet, the man just looked angry, his dark eyes were murderous and just then my wolf said the word.

"Mate,"

Chapter 3

Mate

Caliana's POV

I felt an intensifying pain in my stomach as the hot tall man stood naked in my presence. My eyes shamelessly trailed to his cock. It was huge and long, by the way. This man's body was made of pure muscle, no doubt he worked out a lot, and his face, oh my goddess, he had nice sharp features, but my gaze lingered on his cold eyes. They were a mesmerizing gray color but they looked hopeless and bereft. I wanted to touch him and ask what was wrong but I couldn't. After he was done assessing me too, he walked majestically and stopped close to me, we were standing so close. His body radiated heat, and his scent, mixed with that woman he was fucking was and I wanted to punch them. My fists were clenched and I shook in anger.

'Cali!' Screamed my inner wolf and I flinched, clearing my throat before I could say a word to him, he shut the door in my face and it registered to me. My mate is Alpha Edward Chasia, the cruel Alpha, and he didn't even acknowledge my presence. My breath shuddered as my breath was ragged. My legs gave up under me and I slid against the wall to sit down. My mate was on the other side, with another woman in his bed.

Fuck, fuck, fuck. I never counted on having a mate but the thought intrigued me.

He hated me. I saw it in his eyes. It was crazy because I didn't even do anything! I wanted to cry and scream at the goddess, but I didn't even have the will to do so.

"I'm sorry about that," a small voice said. I quickly got to my feet and faced the young lady who spoke.

"Oh, hello," I tried to force a smile, her expression showed that she knew what had happened there.

"I'm Juanita, Madam Lena said I'd be attending to you," She smiled. Juanita was a pretty petite girl with a lot of hair that suited her and beautiful big brown eyes.

"Okay, can you show me to another room? The second floor, preferably," I wasn't going to stay on the same floor as that man. I wanted to be far away from the Alpha. I didn't know why he agreed to bring me here when, clearly, he didn't need me. Juanita's eyes darkened a little, indicating that she was mind-linking. When she was done, she sadly shook her head.

"You shall stay on this floor, Ma'am."

I only nodded, arguing was a waste of time, because I knew that she was just following orders. Juanita took me to a room just next to the Alpha's suite. It was massive with a round bed and a TV stuck on the wall.

"These doors lead to a balcony and the bathroom," She informed me. I only smiled at her and sat on the edge of my bed. Juanita exited the room and said she'd be back to call me for dinner and I should enjoy the room. However, my mind roamed to the cruel Alpha, my mate. What were the chances?

'Lia, are you okay?' I asked my wolf.

'Yes, are you?' I sighed and lay on the bed. The truth was that I was not okay, all this happened so suddenly, one moment I was in my father's pack. I wasn't happy living there with Evelyn and Vince, but I fought them and now I'm here, in a strange pack, with my mate who doesn't give a shit about me.

'I'll be fine,' I responded, finally. I'm not a weak woman. I've trained my mind to be strong and he won't break me. I got up from bed and went into the ensuite bathroom to shower. I took a long one and made sure that I cleaned my hair thoroughly as it had been a while since I washed it and the shower had all the products for my hair. After my shower, I wore simple jeans and a t-shirt. I checked my phone and saw a text message from Levy. He informed me that Evelyn threw a party to celebrate the deal they made with the Chasias.

Hours later, the door to my room opened and Juanita walked in, looking jolly.

"Hello, Luna! They want to see you."

Chapter 4

The Rules

Caliana's POV

My heart started to pound out of my chest as I grabbed my shoes. I followed the young servant to the dining area where four intimidating men were sitting, looking mighty as ever. The Chasia brothers.

I knew that they were domineering men, but seeing them like this, sitting looking like Greek gods and exuding their aura is different. My wolf and I whimper, but I force myself to stand tall. I'm an Alpha's daughter after all.

"Hello, Caliana," a handsome man in his mid-twenties stood up. From the pictures on the internet, I recognized him as Jamal, the second brother and face of the company. He was the pack beta too. I tried to remember what was said about him in the article.

'The golden angel of the west,' He looked like one, he had a friendly mask on but behind it, he was as dangerous as the rest.

"Hello," I greeted him timidly. He held my hand gently and guided me to a seat next to Alpha Edward, who didn't even spare me a glance.

"Caliana, welcome to the family, these are my brothers; Marcus and Marcos, the twins," beta Jamal introduced. The twins are good looking too, with only small features that tell them apart, like their hair and eyes, while Marcus has dirty blonde hair, and brown eyes like Jamal. Marcos had jet-black hair like Alpha Edward and mesmerizing gray-blue eyes.

The twins wave at me, and curtly nod, their faces as serious as their elder brother.

"Do I have to introduce her to you, brother, or will you do that honor?" Jamal asked the Alpha, who sighed in exasperation, as if this was boring for him. Why did he hate me?

"Well, I'll do it then," Beta Jamal smiled. How is he able to be so polite? The Chasia brothers were supposed to be conceited and rude.

'Jamal is the angel,'

"That one there is Edward, the eldest," he said quickly, and I nodded. My eyes rushed to Alpha, to see if he'd nod or just look at me but he didn't and it broke my heart.

As we started to eat, Marcos and Marcus talked about their killing, and they explained in detail how they slayed over ten Lycans. A chill went down my body and choked on my salad, making them go quiet and look at me. I bit my bottom lip nervously. I was hoping that they would forget I was there for the rest of the dinner.

"I gave his heart to the wild wolves and their masters' bodies to my lions. It was exciting."

"Wasn't the other guy alive though?"

"It was so fun to see. I think we should host games like that during the festivities,"

The thought that Marcus would suggest offering people to lions and wild wolves for sport made my stomach churn and I got up, ran to the nearest faucet, and threw up all my dinner... I heard the twins laugh and I shook my head, deciding not to go back there and just go upstairs to my room.

I wore my black silk dress for bed, before I could close my eyes, the door opened and the Alpha walked in. Alpha Edward was standing there, taking steps towards the bed with a look of menace in his grey eyes. I held the mattress tighter. He put a knee on the bed and grabbed my chin so that I'm facing him. At this point, my heart was about to fly out of my chest and I had goosebumps on my skin. My wolf was howling in happiness at this proximity to her mate.

"Hello, Mate," His voice was deep and sexy. My breath convulsed and he smirked. "I just came to tell you the rules," he said, retreating from me as quickly as possible. I whimpered at the loss of contact.

"What- what- rules?" I stuttered in a quiet voice.

Chapter 5

Welcome Party

Caliana's POV

He stared at me, almost longingly, but he blinked before his facial features hardened.

"You are here to please me and I will do as I want. You cannot run away because I'll find you and kill not only you but your whole pack and, lastly, no one will know about our bond," he warned, and before I could open my mouth to speak, he left the room.

Tears welled in my eyes but I refused to cry. If he didn't want to accept the bond between us, that was fine. However, I couldn't help but worry. Was this the life that was destined for me? A life of rejection and misery?

The next morning,I woke up with puffy eyes, showing how much I had cried. The door opened and I didn't have to remove the covers to know it was Juanita. The young girl's cheerful voice was enough to tell me, she came to tell me that breakfast would be ready in twenty minutes.

I got up as soon as she left and took a shower, I wore a low-cut dress and fixed my hair and makeup most adhering, before I went downstairs. I hope they don't eat breakfast together too. Dinner is enough, goddess. Please do this solid for me and I'll forgive you for the situation you put me through. I prayed silently.

My hands nervously tugged my dress as I went downstairs. I was dreading finding my mate or the brothers, even though Jamal is polite enough. I reached the dining room where the three brothers were sitting in their usual place. Unfortunately, Jamal was not around.

"Good morning," I tried to sound as normal as I could, they nodded, and Marcos even gave me a tiny smile. As I took my seat, my gaze swayed towards my mate. He wasn't looking at me. Alpha Edward might not have said the words, but he was rejecting me as a mate with his attitude and it hurt more than I'd expected. I knew he wasn't a good man, but I expected some sort of kindness, since we are mates. I slowly started to eat when Marcus said, "People are excited that they have a new Luna," He was teasing his elder brother and with the way he reacted, he got what he wanted. Alpha Edward glared at me in annoyance and continued to eat his sausage.

"She's here as Luna, right, Edward?" asked Marcos. They always talk about me as if I'm not there!

"Yes," came Alpha Edward's curt reply.

"Candace will flip, she thinks you'll make her Luna," My angry eyes snap at the Alpha, and jealousy takes over me. I grip my knife tightly against my hand until my knuckles are white.

"Easy Luna, she's just his main whore, no need to cut yourself over it," Marcus winks and I'm livid by how casually he says it. As if it meant nothing at all.

"He likes blondes with big boobs," he said, pointing out what I wasn't... My breasts are not too big and I'm a brunette.

"But it's fine, you're more beautiful than she is," Marcos adds, his sinister eyes stuck on the Alpha who seems tired of their games already.

"Don't you think so, brother?"

"I'm leaving," Alpha Edward got to his feet and turned on his heels to walk away from us. Deciding that I'm done eating, I go back to my room and sit on the couch. I was so bored in this place.

The door opens a few minutes later and Lena walks in, a few other servants behind her. They all bow to me at once and a huge man brings in a rank of clothes.

"What's going on?" I asked softly,

"Today is the Luna introduction party and everyone who's who will be in attendance," She informs me. I started to fidget with my fingers, tapping them against my dress.

"It's alright, Ma'am, we are all here to help you get ready,"

"Yes, you'll be the prettiest in the room, I'm a professional," a ginger head says with a smile. I smiled back at her.

We first started by picking out a dress. Lena said it should be elegant and no skin must show but Catia, the stylist argued. She said it can be elegant and sexy too. She picked out a beautiful cream-white strapless dress that had a slightly low neckline only to tease and a long slit on my thigh. My hair was styled in a bun that left some strands loose and I wore nice heels that went well with my look.

"Perfect,"

"We forgot the red lipstick and also, the guests are starting to arrive," I didn't realize that it was past 6 already, we took 6 hours just to get ready!

I stared back in the mirror pleased with myself and nodded that I was ready. I made my appearance and looked down at the people in the ballroom. They all lifted their necks to me as I walked gently down the stairs, making sure to keep my head high even though I was nervous. My eyes found someone among the crowd, Alpha Edward. He was in awe, ogling me and I felt pleased. I kept my eyes only on him and it calmed my nerves, I felt... safe.

"Beautiful," Jamal smiled as he extended his hand to me. I took it and he helped me down the two remaining stairs.

"Ladies and gentlemen, meet your new Luna, Caliana Meyers of Dandelion Stone Pack," he announced. The crowd was silent for a few seconds, and to my surprise, the crowd erupted in cheers and I felt relief wash over me.

They each came to greet me politely and complimented me on my outfit or how beautiful I was. Some ladies my age even invited me to go shopping with them or for tea and lunch. I couldn't believe it. Was this the ruthless "Golden Stone Pack of the mighty Lycans? A group of girls glared my way. I could tell by their hair and dress that these were the mean girls of the pack, the ones who were believed to be better than the others. I smiled at them and went to greet them. They were plain rude to me.

"Don't get too comfortable, you are just a wolf and we are Lycans, you are under us," The girl with the perfect blonde hair and a short sequin dress said, before I could retort, I heard his voice... the voice that made me shiver in delight and fear.

"Candace, is this how you talk to your Luna?"

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