Chapter 1
The Forbidden Moonlight
ISADOLE 'S POV
Blood dries fast on stone. That’s the first thing you learn when you’re born low.
“Scrub deeper,” a man says as he passes. He doesn’t slow down. He never does.
“I am,” I answer, though my knees already ache and my fingers sting where the brush has eaten skin away. The water in my bucket is pink, cloudy, and useless. I dip the brush again anyway.
A woman laughs somewhere above me. Silk whispers. Perfume floats down like something holy.
“Careful,” another servant murmurs as she slips past. “If they see streaks—”
“They won’t,” I say. “They never look.”
She hesitates. “You should rest.”
I glance up at her, then at the guards lining the corridor, tall and armored, watching nothing and everything at once. “Rest gets you noticed.”
Her mouth tightens. She walks on.
I scrub until my shoulders burn. Until the blood becomes memory. A noble steps close enough that I smell wine on his breath.
“You missed—” He points with his boot.
“I’ll fix it.”
“You always do.” He smirks. “That’s all your kind is good for.”
I don’t respond. Silence keeps teeth in your mouth.
When he leaves, I press my palm flat to the stone. It’s cold. It always is. Cold enough to remind me where I belong.
A bell rings from the upper grounds.
Curfew.
I straighten slowly. My back screams. I peel off my apron and fold it neatly beneath the bench. If I leave it messy, they’ll know I planned this.
Planned to disappear.
“You’re late,” a guard mutters as I pass.
“I was ordered to finish,” I say, keeping my eyes down.
He grunts and looks away.
I step through the gates, into the dark edge of the path, my heart beating too fast for someone who’s done nothing wrong.
The forest waits.
And tonight, I chose it.
Every rule I was taught has a voice.
Don’t run. Don’t wander. Don’t dream.
I run anyway.
The trees close around me, cool air biting my skin as I push deeper, skirts clenched in my fists. My breath sounds too loud. I slow, then stop, listening.
“If they catch you,” my mother’s voice whispers in my head, “they won’t ask why.”
“I know,” I whisper back.
A branch cracks.
I freeze.
“Hello?” My voice trembles. I hate that it does.
Nothing answers. The forest breathes around me, alive in a way the servant sector never is. I step into the clearing, moonlight spilling like silver across the ground.
“You shouldn’t be here.”
The voice comes from behind me.
I spin.
He stands between the trees like he belongs there. Tall. Broad. Dark hair touched with silver by the moon. His eyes catch the light, sharp and bright and wrong for someone who should not see me.
“You shouldn’t speak to me,” I say.
“And yet you came.”
“I came to think.”
He steps closer. “About what?”
“About leaving.”
His mouth curves slightly. “Liar.”
My heart stutters. “If you’re caught here—”
“They won’t catch me.”
“That’s not the point.”
He tilts his head. “Then what is?”
I swallow. “You’re dangerous.”
“So are you.”
I laugh once, shortly. “I scrub floors.”
“You stand like you don’t bow,” he replies. “That’s more dangerous.”
The wind shifts. His scent reaches me—pine, steel, and something wild beneath it.
“Go back,” I say, though my feet don’t move.
“Say it like you mean it.”
I open my mouth.
Footsteps sound beyond the trees.
My breath catches.
Someone else is out here.
“Stay still,” he says softly.
“Don’t tell me what to do.”
His gaze flicks past me, sharp. “They’re close.”
“I can hear that.”
“Then trust me.”
I scoff. “That’s bold.”
He moves anyway, stepping between me and the sound, close enough that his arm brushes mine. Heat spreads where we touch. I hate how my body reacts.
“Who are you?” I whisper.
He glances back. “You don’t know?”
“I don’t look up.”
A pause. Then, “Morgan.”
The name lands heavy.
My pulse jumps. “The prince?”
“Yes.”
I step back. “You shouldn’t—”
“I know.”
“Then why are you here?”
“Because every time I stay away, I end up thinking about you.”
“That’s not an answer.”
“It’s the only honest one.”
The footsteps grow louder. A torch flares between the trunks.
“Your Highness?” a voice calls.
My blood turns cold. “They’re looking for you.”
Morgan’s jaw tightens. “Stay behind me.”
“That’s suicide.”
He smiles without humor. “I’ve survived worse.”
“You don’t know what they do to people like me.”
His voice drops. “I do.”
The light swings closer.
I grip his sleeve. “If they see me—”
“They won’t.”
“And if they do?”
He looks at me then, really looks. “Then I’ll make them forget they ever did.”
The torchlight cuts toward us.
My heart slams so hard it hurts.
Someone is about to see everything.
His hand closes around mine before I can pull away.
It isn’t rough. It isn’t gentle either. It’s certain. Like he already knows how my fingers fit into his palm. The moment skin meets skin, something snaps awake inside me—sharp, bright, terrifying.
I gasp. “Don’t.”
“I didn’t mean to—” He stops, breathing unevenly. “No. That’s a lie. I meant to.”
I try to free myself. My hand doesn’t move. My pulse trips over itself, loud in my ears. “You can’t touch me like that.”
“Like what?” he asks.
“Like I matter.”
His thumb shifts, brushing the inside of my wrist. The contact burns are not painful, just… alive. Too alive.
“You do matter,” he says quietly.
I laugh, because if I don’t, I’ll do something far worse. “You’re standing in a forest with a servant girl who smells like stone and soap, and you’re telling me I matter?”
“I’m standing with a woman who doesn’t bow,” he replies. “That’s rare where I come from.”
“Then you’re looking in the wrong place.”
“Am I?”
My breath catches. The air between us tightens, thick with something I don’t have a name for. I can feel him everywhere—his warmth, his height, the solid promise of his body blocking the world.
“You’re dangerous,” I whisper.
He smiles slightly. “So they tell me.”
“This ends with blood.”
“Most things worth wanting to do.”
I yank my hand back. The loss hits harder than the touch did. My fingers curl into my palm like they’re missing something.
“Don’t look at me like that,” I say.
“Like what?”
“Like you’re already choosing.”
His jaw tightens. “I don’t get many choices.”
“That’s a lie,” I snapped. “You’re born with all of them.”
He steps closer. “And you were born with none. That’s why this scares you.”
“That’s why this shouldn’t exist.”
His voice drops. “But it does.”
For a heartbeat, the world narrows to his eyes—icy blue, sharp with restraint. I know, with a sudden certainty that shakes me, that if he touches me again, I won’t stop him.
And that knowledge terrifies me more than any punishment ever could.
A sound cuts through the moment.
Dry. Sharp.
Too close.
A branch snaps behind us.
Every muscle in my body locks.
“Did you hear that?” I whisper.
Morgan doesn’t answer right away. His head turns slightly, gaze slicing through the trees. His shoulders tense, broad frame shifting into something alert and dangerous.
“Yes,” he says. “Stay still.”
My heart slams against my ribs. “That didn’t sound like an animal.”
“No.”
I step back, my heel brushing a root. The sound feels louder than it is. “Someone followed you.”
“Or you,” he says.
“I wasn’t careless.”
His mouth tilts. “Neither am I.”
Another rustle. Leaves whisper. The forest no longer feels open. It feels watched.
“Go,” I hiss. “If they see you with me—”
“They won’t,” he says again, but this time there’s tension under the words.
“You don’t know that.”
“I know this land.”
A shadow moves between the trees. Not fast. Careful.
My stomach drops. “Morgan.”
He lifts one finger to his lips, then shifts his body, placing himself between me and the sound. His arm brushes my shoulder, steadying, grounding.
“Who’s there?” He calls, voice calm and commanding.
Silence answers.
I hold my breath. My ears ring. Every story I’ve ever heard about punishment, about disappearance, about servants who never return, floods my mind.
“We should separate,” I whisper. “They won’t suspect two paths.”
His head turns slightly. “No.”
“That’s an order?”
“That’s fear talking.”
“I know fear,” I snap. “I live with it.”
Another step. Closer now.
A woman’s breath carries on the air. Soft. Controlled.
Morgan’s jaw tightens. “Go,” he murmurs. “Now.”
I hesitate. “And you?”
“I’ll handle it.”
“That’s not an answer.”
“It’s the only one you’ll get.”
I take one step back, then another, every nerve screaming. The trees close around me as I retreat, my
eyes never leaving him.
The shadow shifts again.
Whoever is out there doesn’t rush.
They’re waiting.
And suddenly, I know this night will not stay secret for long.