Chapter 1
My Anchor
Hannah's pov
"I can't do this, Hannah."
Jones's voice cut through me like a blade, quiet but final. He couldn't even look me in the eye. His shoulders were tense, his jaw clenched, as if just saying the words was exhausting him.
For a second, I thought I'd misheard. My heart hammered so hard against my ribs I swore the whole corridor could hear it. "What… what do you mean you can't?" I whispered, my throat tight.
He finally looked up. His dark eyes were cold—no trace of the boy who used to hold my hand like it was the only thing keeping him steady. "I reject you, Hannah. Whatever this is—whatever you thought this was—it's over. Don't follow me."
My breath caught. "You don't mean that."
He stepped back, almost flinching as if my presence stung. "I do. You're not who I thought you were. We're done."
The words slammed into me, each one breaking something fragile inside. Before I could say anything else, he turned and walked away, his boots echoing down the stone hallway, the sound fading but leaving silence louder than anything I'd ever known.
I stood frozen, my body refusing to move. My palms felt clammy. My throat burned. And then the weight hit me all at once, crushing, and I couldn't breathe.
I stumbled out of the academy gates, not caring about the students who glanced at me, their whispers trailing behind. By the time I reached the road, my vision was blurred with tears I couldn't hold back anymore. My chest heaved as I wrapped my arms around myself, as if I could stitch myself together before I completely came apart.
Jones had been my everything.
My anchor.
The one person who made me feel like I belonged. And now… he was gone.
By the time I made it back to the Adams house, my body felt hollow. I pushed the door open, and the familiar creak of the hinges only made the ache sharper. Home, but not really home.
I trudged inside, dropping my bag by the door, wiping at my face with the back of my hand before anyone saw.
The smell of old wood and laundry detergent clung to the air.
The Adams house was always neat, but tonight it felt suffocating.
"Is that you, Hannah?" Mrs. Adams's voice floated from the living room, warm as ever.
I swallowed hard, forcing my voice not to crack. "Yeah. It's me."
"Good." She said.
"I'm sure you remember what we discussed today. You don't have an option Hannah. You must marry Alpha Ross, in place of your sister. This is what you owe the Adams family after all! You—"
"I will."
The words slipped from my lips before I could think twice.
My foster mother sucked in a sharp breath. "What did you just say?"
I understood her disbelief.
This wasn't the first time we had discussed the arrangement with Alpha Ross. For years, I had refused. For years, I'd fought her, begged her, promised that Jones would choose me. That one day, I'd prove my worth.
She never expected me to fold so easily.
Calm. Numb. I repeated, "I'll do it."
The silence stretched before she let out a relieved breath.
Then her tone snapped sharp again. "One month from now, the Mercer family will register your marriage with their eldest son. They've already set the date. Someone will come to fetch you for the wedding. I've accepted the bride price, Hannah, and I will not return it. If you dare go back on your word or cause trouble, I will—"
"I won't," I cut her off, my voice cold.
Her satisfaction was almost tangible.
I forced myself to keep my tone steady.
"The Mercer family is rich. I trust their bride price was generous. You took me in from the orphanage, raised me for sixteen years. Fine. I'll marry him in your daughter's place. That settles my debt to you and the Adams family. From now on, we owe each other nothing."
And before she could spit another word, I walked up to my room.
The silence that followed was deafening.
I sat there at the vanity table, staring blankly. My chest felt hollow. But I couldn't stop myself from reopening the news app.
There it was again.
Jones and Elsa's wedding.
Videos. Photos. Headlines screaming about the "reunion of the century." Their names dominated every trending chart.
I tapped on one clip.
There he was—my Jones—standing hand in hand with Elsa, surrounded by flashing lights and smiling guests. Their vows echoed clearly, promises of forever.
The crowd roared, offering blessings. The internet praised them endlessly. "A match made in heaven," they called it. "True love reunited at last."
Everyone celebrated.
Everyone except me.
Because Jones wasn't just some stranger. He was the man I had loved with every piece of my heart.
Four years ago, after his accident, when everyone else abandoned him, I stayed. When Elsa herself had left for a convenient marriage abroad, I stayed. When his powerful family cut ties with him, I stayed.
When he nearly ended it all on that snowy night, it was me who found him. Me who carried him back from the edge.
I gave him everything—my time, my dignity, my health.
I sold my blood, endured beatings as a debt collector's scapegoat, swallowed humiliation after humiliation—just to raise money for his surgery overseas.
I worked until my ribs cracked, until I could barely breathe, until my body was little more than bruises and exhaustion.
But I did it.
Two years ago, he walked again. He kissed me, promised he would treat me well forever. Promised he would never let me down.
And I believed him.
I believed every word.
Until Elsa came back.
They said she was dying. Six months left. Her final wish—to marry him.
And he… couldn't refuse.
So the wedding I spent six painstaking months preparing… became hers.
The dress I stitched by hand, each thread filled with hope? Elsa wore it.
The ring he had designed for me? Elsa wore it.
And around her neck—my pendant.
The keepsake my parents had left me. The only thing of them I had left.
I remembered the night I lost it—rushing to save Jones. He told me later he'd found it, said he'd give it to me on my birthday.
But when Elsa whispered that she liked it, he gave it to her without hesitation.
My throat burned. No tears came. I'd wasted enough of them already.
That night, I didn't call him. I didn't beg.
Instead, I lit a candle on a small cake I'd bought for myself. My birthday cake. The single flame flickered, dancing over the frosting. I stared at it until the wax melted, until the cream turned to a mess.
Just like my love—once bright, now melted into nothing but ash.
When the candle finally guttered out, I closed my eyes and whispered into the silence, "Happy birthday, Hannah."
It was nearly dawn when I finally decided to go to the Pack house.
I sat at the dining table, my eyes raw from staying up all night. He paused when he saw me. His brows knitted together.
"Why are you here Han?"
I didn't answer his question. My voice came out flat, lifeless. "Jones, let's break up. And tell Elsa to return my parents' keepsake."
For a moment, he just stared at me. Then his lips curved in a faint smile, like he understood everything.
"You know I had to do that. I had to put in a show for them all."
His tone wasn't guilty. It wasn't apologetic. Just… knowing.
He thought I was jealous.
He always thought I was jealous.
His voice softened, like he was humoring a child. "Don't be mad. I didn't forget your birthday. Look—this is your gift."
He set a jewelry box on the table. Burgundy velvet. Expensive.
Inside lay a pink diamond necklace. The gem sparkled brilliantly, large enough to buy a house.
Far more valuable than my pendant.
But it wasn't what I wanted.
He thought my silence was forgiveness. That if he bought something prettier, shinier, I would stay.
He reached for the necklace. "Here. Let me put it on you."
"I don't want this necklace!" My hand shot out, slapping it away. The box clattered across the table, the diamond gleaming up at me like mockery.
"I only want my parents' keepsake!" My voice cracked, rising with desperation I couldn't swallow back. "That pendant was all I had of them. How could you give it to Elsa?"
His expression shifted. The warmth drained from his face, replaced by ice.
His voice sharpened, every syllable cutting. "Elsa really likes that pendant."
I stared at him. "And because she likes it, you gave it away?"
"She doesn't have long." His eyes narrowed. "Six months. Maybe less. Do you really have to fight with her over something so small?"
Something so small.
My lips trembled. "It's not small. It's the only piece of my family I had left."
He didn't flinch. His voice was cold, merciless. "She's dying, Hannah. And you—you're acting selfish. Heartless. When did you become this way?"
The words gutted me.
Because he didn't see me. Not anymore.
He saw her.
And I finally understood—I'd already lost.
Not just to Elsa. But to the man John had become.
The man who would give away my parents' keepsake without a second thought.
The man who would call me selfish for wanting it back.
The man who had once promised me forever and handed it to someone else instead.
I swallowed hard, forcing down the sob clawing up my throat. And for the first time, I didn't fight. I didn't plead.
I just looked at him and thought, You're not worth it.